dittography - unintentional repetition of letters in print
Bouts of paranoia seem to plague my life, that always end the same way: embarrassment, lack of concentration, self loathing, and a general disconnection to people...man, I wish I hadn't done this to myself.
That confession out of the way, it's a new day, I'm alive and thankful, glad to be working past my follies, and getting ready to do what must be done first.
Being of the world in a meaningful way has always been a part of my dreams, in one way or another.
6:23 update, I forgot to add the most important bit of information to this post.
"People exploit themselves"
9:01am update, olives, LADA Bronto, Igorrr
KRS One is playing Gators 10/4/2019 for 20$, wut. (LINK)
6:23 update, I forgot to add the most important bit of information to this post.
"People exploit themselves"
9:01am update, olives, LADA Bronto, Igorrr
KRS One is playing Gators 10/4/2019 for 20$, wut. (LINK)
uncate - hooked
****
Music is fun, y'all.
I'm figuring out how to make sense of it all. 11:41 am, lets finish this S**T up now.
10:12pm, getting pretty tired, still knocking S**T out.
Delate - to pass on; to charge with a crime.
A smile is instantly plastered on my face throughout the day that is not going anywhere as of late.
😇
Rose Windows is a cool band.
😎
Going to start talking to the 'cool ones' over the weekend and learning their ways.
1st edit around 4pm, 2nd around 9pm
If there is nothing left to say, only things left to do.
"Failure is your best asset, complacency is your worst liability & talent is your greatest capital"
I'm FORSURE not stealing the most memorable quote from a Behavioral Science class,swear.
As much as I would like to keep linking music I've been listening too, this is the last time you'll see it on this blog (Unless for personal promo in projects being cooked up)
So Justin Jays home & Vulfpeck mr.finish line, (12:04am update, killing this school shit.) will do nicely as a final musical post, thanks you awesome guy.
brockhampton j'ouvert
'Til the casket drops, I will play God
Fuck the world, let's start a riot, got too much too quick
God damn, I'm feeling sick, bitch, call the doctor
Don't act like I ain't been dead to ya
Don't act like I ain't deserve this shit
Couldn't last a day inside my head
That's why I did the drugs I did
Got issues with these motherfuckers
Looking down from they pedestals
From that petty view, on that petty shit
Pray for peace with a knife in my hand
Speak my piece like a gun to my head
Come equipped just to blast this shit
Misunderstood since birth
Fuck what you think, and fuck what you heard
I feel betrayed, you can keep the praise
And all of the fuck shit, need to get away
Still ain't got the fright to the fickle-minded people
I thought I knew better, wish I knew better
Should have known better, wish that I was better
At dealing with the fame and you fake motherfuckers
Guess I'm too real
7:57pm, final update for today
There are so many thoughts racing through my head it feels unreal at times, and then I get paranoid. But thankfully I have the ground underneath my feet.
Thank you everyone. Despite my anger, I still love y'all.
***Respect ain't intrinsic to our relationships, it's earned!!!
1st edit around 4pm, 2nd around 9pm
If there is nothing left to say, only things left to do.
"Failure is your best asset, complacency is your worst liability & talent is your greatest capital"
I'm FORSURE not stealing the most memorable quote from a Behavioral Science class,
As much as I would like to keep linking music I've been listening too, this is the last time you'll see it on this blog (Unless for personal promo in projects being cooked up)
So Justin Jays home & Vulfpeck mr.finish line, (12:04am update, killing this school shit.) will do nicely as a final musical post, thanks you awesome guy.
brockhampton j'ouvert
'Til the casket drops, I will play God
Fuck the world, let's start a riot, got too much too quick
God damn, I'm feeling sick, bitch, call the doctor
Don't act like I ain't been dead to ya
Don't act like I ain't deserve this shit
Couldn't last a day inside my head
That's why I did the drugs I did
Got issues with these motherfuckers
Looking down from they pedestals
From that petty view, on that petty shit
Pray for peace with a knife in my hand
Speak my piece like a gun to my head
Come equipped just to blast this shit
Misunderstood since birth
Fuck what you think, and fuck what you heard
I feel betrayed, you can keep the praise
And all of the fuck shit, need to get away
Still ain't got the fright to the fickle-minded people
I thought I knew better, wish I knew better
Should have known better, wish that I was better
At dealing with the fame and you fake motherfuckers
7:57pm, final update for today
There are so many thoughts racing through my head it feels unreal at times, and then I get paranoid. But thankfully I have the ground underneath my feet.
Thank you everyone. Despite my anger, I still love y'all.
***Respect ain't intrinsic to our relationships, it's earned!!!
Diagraphics - art of making diagrams or drawings
Wish there were a diagram of our inner workings.
Today is day 5 of sobriety log. And the 1st one on this blog. (According to my sober keeper on the phone) So much easier than I thought in every way.
I'm ready for whats to come, and I don't think it'll be as hard as everyone keeps making it out to be; thankfully the drive comes from within c:
Edit around 4:42pm
Louis Cole - Things
...Such a good jam
Today is day 5 of sobriety log. And the 1st one on this blog. (According to my sober keeper on the phone) So much easier than I thought in every way.
I'm ready for whats to come, and I don't think it'll be as hard as everyone keeps making it out to be; thankfully the drive comes from within c:
Edit around 4:42pm
Louis Cole - Things
...Such a good jam
cathisma short hymn used as response
god i feel like i need one for myself so terriably bad...what the fuck is my stupid ass problem, ive made zero progress sense the start of my american standardized life.....fuck me, you and everything we think is right, and x2 fuck what we think is wrong
quadrivial - leading in four directions; concerning a four-way junction
DANG'IT!
Pucky got da worms...and the fam is being...the fam.
Gross.
Anyway. Off to a great start today, only getting better. Did a boatload of school last night, and I'm on the homestretch homeboy So I'm stoked.
Get ready for the jam, man.
cosmography - description of the universe or cosmos
Right around the corner y'all.
I love my school and all those who helped make my life what it is today.
Cheers.
here is a funny steam-pucky i found on pin.
bye for now.
2:27pm update, i deserve to be alone, i better get used to it where im headed...hell, who am i kidding, ive been here all along.
5:37 my pain will soon be yours
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