not really understanding people at all lately
when i think i am
im always reminded
how far off i am
no one likes a broken bone
find out at the same time
not because of you
i even believe myself
guess what
there is no one else
just fucking call me ugly, stupid, worthless, pathetic, desperate...
something
i guess its time to get used to this
ive given life a long time to settle
and all i get is chaos and pity
no friend no place
no thing
nothing
i am nothing
without anything
i am in this world and i wish i was not
sick of it
dead inside
are you going to start living joseph
or
live like this for the rest of my time